go-b a l l i s t i c

2005-11-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

MOVED

i'm noooo more here peoples.

2005-11-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

any one in for moooovie marathon after O levels?

oh and clubbin after prom?

=))

2005-11-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

i sooo want a pair of "come fuck me" heels fer prom...

in case you guys dont have any idea what kind of heels are those..

2005-11-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

watched "Bend It Like Beckham" on channel 5 just now and i SWEAR Jonathan Rhys-Meyers is too darn hot.

well, actually he is NOT exactly VERY good lookin but, i just love love love his Eyes. those are what i call soulful eyes.

any how, the Os are seriously nearing and i'm freakin out.

soulful eyes are love.

2005-10-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

chinese retest today was set to kill. i almost burst mah brains tryin to do paper two. i think i shall be nice and stick to my humble b4.

went back to the new/old (oxy-moronic?) pingyi campus after Os today. the new campus is sooo damn rad. the hall, now known as the "multi-purpose hall" is OMFG-LY HUGE. every thing smells nice and new. damn, i'm gonna miss ping yi. the whole trip back to the old campus was pretty nostalgic. all that memories, espeacially that corridor outside the library, its funny how i remembered how miss ng made us run to class to get our art meterials and run back to the art room. awww..

nehow, happy thoughts...

ladies, prepare to droooool...(guys can drool too, if you want to.=))

jamie...i know you would be very happy;)

how hot? damn.

check em' out at abercrombie and fitch.=)

2005-10-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

my brother gave me some money, after he got his first pay-cheque.

yay-ness. now i'm richer then i was yesterday.

=)

2005-10-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

we both reckon this is pretty cool. =)

had helluva time takin photos.

lalalalala.

2005-10-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahhahahaha...

i'm so smart right?? li jun.

okay, lil miss li jun is here, crackin her brains over maths, while i'm happily done with mah mother tongue revision and currently bloggin mah arse off. HA HA.

we gonna take lots and lots of photos later!!

=))

2005-10-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

omg. i need to start studyin laaa...

i've been doin nothing but watching teevee throughout the whole "self-study week" i'm the biggest "procrastinator" on earth omg.

but all would be good cause li jun is comin over tomorrow to study with me. and i pray with much hope that she can seriously keep me away from all the damn teevee.

dear lord, help me.

adios amigos.

Joyce

2005-10-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

mommy is not in singapore, daddy is sick and because of thati'm spending mah saturday alone at home, when i should be enjoyin myself down at the Singapore Fashion Week For Youth and feastin my eyes, omg, all the eye-candies that would be present.

buttt...

who says you cant drool over eye-candies at home?

2005-10-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

a pretty random thing which i find pretty dumb.

its dumb how the teachers are always sayin that we should write our work as neat as we can manage to as the people in cambridge says so. the reason, the old profs. over there in England, during the days of chilly winter are gonna mark our friggin O levels paper, and not only the few hundred of us but a whole shit ass bunch of papers. hence, they would not have the time to re-read what we wrote, or figure out what we wrote...blah blah blah.

but guess what? all the profs. over at cambridge are smart enough to print us graph paper with black linings, and set the rule that only pencil can be used to write on graphs. do you know, how difficult it is to make out words wrote in pencil on black grids? how smart of cambridge.

2005-10-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

lol. daddy is back by popular demand. riiiight. thats daddy(tryin to act like my 1 year old neice), the tiara and 1/4 of my face.

O levels practical today. omg. terrible, i dont even want to talk about it laaa. went fer retail theraphy after prac. with some lady that looks like a mannequin, had helluva time with that woman, soooo long since we last hung out. i miss her pretty darn much. lol.

nehow, can someone just tell me how sexy this photo is?..

too sexy too sexy.

2005-10-19T15:13:00.000+08:00

i got a tag board. see how ugly it is?
omg, whatever.

i need to find something i am good in. i mean like something i can do really well, better then others. in short, something to fall back on if everything turns out wrong. i mean people around me have stuff that they can do really well. and they have something to fall back on but i dont.

i mean, i'm not so talented in the whole bloggin thing, as in i cant write well, so i most probably wont have the chance to get my income from bloggin. i'm not very bright, like academically, so i cant really get a scholarship or whatsoever, when things are not right. i'm not exactly good-lookin, so i cant model for nuts, another thing i cant fall back on. i'm not exactly good at talkin, so i cant be a MC, or dj, thats another thing i cant fall back on. i cant play any musical instrument very well, besides the recorder, i know how to play the cello, but not exactly well. so i cant join any ochestra thinggie. i cant really dance well, hence, i cant join any dance studio in hope of becomin a dancer. i'm not exactly talented in flower arranging. so i guess i cant set up my own flower shop. i cant draw very well, i cant sing very well, i'm not very creative, and the friggin list goes on...

i need to find something i can fall back on.

2005-10-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

thats daddy, the tiara and i. me loves him.

more of daddy and i coming up...

2005-10-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

i'm back, for good.
i've been pretty sick fer the pass few days. bloody, asthma. i sounded like a man a few days ago and i still sound like one now, maybe not a man, but a boy around sec 1 or 2? where puberty hits and boys starts turning into man, they just shoot up like as if gravity didnt exist.
i think i'll go take up photography after Os, i'm pretty into takin pretty photos, but i'll only take either black and white photos or photos with loud loud colours. nothing in between. cause i dont believe in mixin the dull side of the world with the vibrant and happy side of the world, its just not right. its like tryin to make a billionaire understand the poverty of people in third world countries. i might not make sense but i've got the whole weird concept inside my head. - go figure.
The Big Os(pun un-intented), are just around the corner, i dont think i'm ready. EVERY SINGLE THING IS HAPPENING SO FAST. its like BIM BAM, BA LA BAM, BA LA BOOM, a whole year is almost OOOOO-VER. for example, i'm pretty sure the Big Os are gonna be over real fast, just like an orgasm.oh wells.
lotsa love readers,
Joyce
Talkin bout' black and white photos.

2005-10-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

this post is most probably gonna be mah last post fer now.

i'm gonna take a long long hiatus from bloggin. how long? i don't know.

lots of stuff are currently goin on in mah life. i'm too stressed out by everything. i dont know if i can keep goin any more. life have been more or less difficult recently. however, i still try to put on a brave front, and if you guys ever find me spacing out, dont bother me, cause i'm just thinkin about stuff. i need to go off, somewhere nice, blue sky, good weather, nice beaches whatever. i'm stating to find people all around me fake. and those who really care are the people whom i least expect to care, sometimes this are the people that i've never even thought about. i cry when i'm stressed out, i cry when i'm hurt and i'm cryin most of the time now. both inside and outside.

sometimes i just feel so tired, tryin to put on a hapy face, when actually i'm very sad,hurt or just stress. i'm sorry if i ever snapped at you out of the blue or what so ever. usually those are the times when i step out of the facade. those are the times when i'm usually snappy, queit or just minding my own business. silence use to torture me, now silence to me is calm. its very difficult to find calmness in my life now. and i strive with much hope that calmness would come my way after the Os. by then, i hope every thing would be over. by then, i hope all would be good, by then i hope i'll once again step out of the facade but this time as the bubbly and happy joyce then you guys really know. i don't know what does the real joyce looks like any more, to me, i think i've completely changed, well correct me if i'm wrong, but i guess i've gone through quite alot and i've changed quite alot. when joyce was happy last time, she really is, when joyce is happy now, she dont even know what is there to be happy about when there are so many stuff goin on in her life that are unhappy. it've been a long while since joyce had a good laugh, a real one. i forgot how it feels like to be truely happy.

i'm uber sensitive and i get torn and broken by the smallest thing sometimes. sometimes you might think whatever you said is of not much significance, but to me the things you've said might have already left a scar, the words you said would be engraved in my memory forever and from then onwards, i wont know how to treat you. dont blame it on me, because thats just the way things works with me. my friends are always the first in line for me, and i get uber hurt when they say things out of the blue, things which takes me by surprise, things which hits me where it hurts the most. especially if they take my loyalty to them for granted, if they take what i give them and do not reciprocate.

i've ran out of words to describe how i feel inside. thats all for now humans.

love,
Joyce

2005-10-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

had the "this way up" booster thang today. wasnt payin much attention though, i was pretty occupied, thinkin of all the stuff thats happening. i don't know what was bothering me more, was it the fact that the booster thing was most probably the last time we are gonna get to see cherie and ramesh, or was it the fact that mah mon have been pretty darn sick fer the past few weeks. yesterday she was whining more than usual. and believe you me, mah mom is not a person who is very good expressing how she feels. but when she starts, you gotta start worryin cause this shit is most probably serious. nehoo, she was askin me to study hard and stuff and she was sayin stuff like she might not be there fer me and how she couldnt really breathe normally yesterday. so much so that it is startin to freak me out. i'm scared.

well, about the ramesh and cherie thing, i've always been lousy at saying good bye. i hate to say good bye, hence usually i'm the one who crys the most at a funeral or what not. so yea.

got back our english paper today. A2, pretty happy with mah results, but i dont know if i really deserve A2, like mdm rubiah was goin on about how she was told that she marked very linently this time. so yea.

i'm dead tired, i'm goin to sleep soon.

bye, and lotsa love humans.
Joyce

2005-10-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

seriously tak boleh tahan her today.

argh.

got back mah literature results today, paper 1 was disappointing but paper 2 was cool. whatever, i got A1, BOO YA! i got 4/25 marks,paper 1, Q2a, for lit. how cool is that. hence, causin mah overall paper 2 marks to be 28/50. cause i effin mis-interprated the effing question. i could have got a higher mark if i did 2b and understood 2a. but! paper 2 total rock mah little socks. 47/50, BOO YA! yea yea...go on and think that i'm boasting. -well, cause i am. can you get 47/50 fer paper 2? no? then haha, for you!

mdm anisah totally made mah day today, she was all like "you are gaining weight joyce, you better go exercise." thanks mdm anisah, you totally made mah day. - its called sarcarsm,honey.

its damn saddening laaa.

maths was a total flop i think i got F9 or E8, whatever, whats the difference any way?

i still can't get the comment thing to work. i think i'm gonna get a tag board. but its so ugly. how?

alamak, i'm too stressed to do anything today.

i love all of you. and sorry fer bein a boitch.

kisses.

2005-10-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

hey there my lovely lovely humans,

sorry fer the slight hiatus. blogger was screwed when i wanted to update mah blog a few days ago. so yea. boo blogger.

i cant get mah comments thing to work, you know that thing that blogger provides? the one i used the other time? i want that! and i dont want a tagboard, cause i think that its so ugly. and to me having a the word "comments(0)" below every entry is actually quite funky, no?

oh well, about the advanced birthday celebration.

i had a blast being crazy at orchard with the same old people. i miss them sooo much. and i love you guys. love all the gifts too. jere was being a sweetie. that guy is sooo funny laaa, nehoo, jamie joined us this time, i hope she had fun. did you did you? best friend? heh..

aiite lovelies, i'm gonna ciao now.

love,

Joyce

2005-09-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

one more day to mah birtsday*

had advanced birthday celebration today. lotsa fun. and thanks fer the presents guys.=)

i'm so tired to blog, i'm a little tipsy too.

argh. i'm as red as a lobster now. i'm a baaaaaad drinker. bad bad drinker.

2005-09-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

replies.-`

)lijun(:*- hey girl! lol, its nice to know that you still remember mah date of production. yea, it've been a while huh? we sooo gonna hang out one day yea? aiite, lots of love baby.=))

chuang shyue chou*- ermm.. i've only watched "la strada", its so sad how that girl is sold for only for a few coins to the other guy and he ill treats her. also the whole "The Fool" thing was cool. so yea. =))

ching-chong mama*- lol, groovy name you've got there. thanks fer the birthday wish. yeaaa, rockson totally rock ( pun not intended). any thing not happy? lol. =)) nee hoo.. thanks fer droppin by.=)

2005-09-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

ze Hallmark channel will be showing "Tuesdays with Morrie" .

i looove that book, i wanna watch the movie. but that darn channel is not giving a decent Hallmark addict, like me, the essential information. i DO NOT know when( as in what time and which day) that movie is gonna be shown.

oh dear LORD, i'll kill myself i miss that moovie.

nee hoo, the Korean Drama serials and Korean Movies from channel 55(digital cable, please) are soo addictive. it seems to me that everytime i watch a Korean movie, i'll end up getting puffy eyes. those koreans are sooo good at making sappy people like me cry. i mean can you even imagine a person like me sitting infront of the TEEVEE and crying?

oh my gosh, i'm such a TEEVEE junkie.

2005-09-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

humans!

Oliver Twist

the greatest movie of all time.

2005-09-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

mah parents are weird.

mah mom just told me something totally weird. not like weird, weird. like it usually is. this time its like W-E-I-R-D, WEIRD okay?

so, here was how it went.

mom: your dad says his gonna remove the shower head in your bathroom.

me:(very directly i went) siao.

then i started laughin like crazy, like literally crazy, you know, as in the "mental-patient-you-see-on-teevee" laugh? i mean which mom in the right state of mind would say something like that? NO-OFFENCE mom, but WTF?*does the "oh-so-famous" russell peter hand sign*

aneeeeeeehoooo, it seems like a shit load of people didnt understand the PRODUCTION DATE thang. production date as in MY DATE OF PRODUCTION, which is in HUMAN language, my BIRTHDAY (SWEEEEEET s i x t e e n!). yea. lame. but w h a t e v e r.

n i n e more daaaays....

go shorty its your birthday...

we're gonna partayy like its your birthday..

we're gonna sip bacardi like its your birthday...

blah blah b l a h...

s h a k e yer bon bons. =))

replyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ( a k a replies)-

legacy trail-`* hey ramesh! thanks fer the whole " all the best for ze producktion" thang, but there ain't no producktion goin on. just mah birthday. so yea. neehoo, the class misses cherie and you truckloads!=))

jamie-`* omg, jamie! i THOUGHT you spoke mah language man. seems like THY GREAT ONE *insert weird sound effect* ( mah arse) doesn't understand too huh? better in bed? the day is better in bed or SOMETHING else??........ i meant breakfast laaaa woman. PUH-LEEEEASE.=))

tara-`* hey, sorrie fer the typo! massage? am i THAT good?

psssst.

JAMIE HAS BIGGGGG BOOBIES!

G O T Milk?

2005-09-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

reply to comments:

Jaaaaaymeeee-`* thy great one.....MAH ARSE.. like PUH-leeease. omg, why are you still sleepin at this time. its such a b-e-a-u-tiful day - not. dang. i'm like totally craving fer mah caramel FRAP. yummilicious.

Tare DARLING-`* yes DARLING, now at least i know that some one is reading mah B-L-O-G. AND, to all that wants to comment but doesn't know where the hack is the comment window, its right below every entry yea? okay!

QUICK COOOOMMENT!

11 more days to mah production date.....

2005-09-15T12:18:00.000+08:00

kiss me pink darling. lotsa love.

omfg.

lalaal, i don't know what was that for. i just felt like saying OMFG. just had mah humanities prelims. YAY-HEY. i totally screwed it, thank you, and i love you!=) lalala.

i'm goin crazy, i need to pass my prelims. * sing in tune of "Crazy" by natalie*

i'm high on sugarr thanks yous.

the amazing race.....?

2005-09-10T08:53:00.000+08:00

Finding a woman's severed head, arms and legs along bustling orchard road is just waaaay too freakay. Like whats up with Singaporeans nowadays? It seems to me that killing and chopping up the remains of the victim had become the past time of many, said to be tamed, Singaporeans. I mean like whats up with choppin up a person's body? its like as if all the human nature of our fore-fathers are makin a return, just like retro is so "in" now, i guess killing like a caveman make a little sense.

oh well, enough about all that grisly stuff, i'm currently in mah papa's office and i just ate yummilicious wanton mee from the canteen, finger lickin' gooooot.

but i woke up so early tooodayyy.

DANG.

2005-09-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

[ edit ]

la la la la la....

hey lovelies...

mah new hand phone number is...

81253241

sms me lah...sms me...sms me...sms me...

lalalala...

i want a toy pony. so cute
i want a tiara. so glam
i want money. so desperate

replies to comments:

citi-`* aiite babe, i linked you up. tralala...

jamie*bestie-`* darling! the starrrrbucks was too sweet laaa...had to thank you. we totally have to play dress up again okay!! fun fun fun...!

naddy-bons-`* hey naddy darling, i linked you up okay? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?...ooOoO...heh. sorrie. i'm high on SUGARRR....

2005-08-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello mah fellow man kind.

the day was great. had yummilicious indian cuisine at some country club in the morning with the family. the food was gooooot and the eyecandies were too sweet.

i love jamie. she is such a bestie, cramel frap with her first pay "cash" fer me, awww. nehoo, jamie and janice came over and we had helluva time playing dress-up, think cranky makeup and funky accessories. goooooot fun.=))

gonna upload the piccas soon, we were like totally cam-whoring.

2005-08-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

I miss RAMESH MUTHUSAMY and CHERIE LIM like crazy.

2005-08-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

honey bunny sugar pie*

i've got fuck loads of homework to do. but i'm still bloggin. i'm so itchy.
finished one topic on mah maths ten years series today cause we were having so much free period in school today. i'm feelin kinda sick now, i guess i better get mah ass back to my room and get mah work done. - but the problem is i dunno what to do fer mah homework. shiat.

anyhoo, Serene's birthday today, got her something kinky and i hope it fits

2005-08-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

B4 for chinese. hahaha...我不可以相信(i can't believe it) man! lol as a tribute to my unexpected good (enough for me) grade this entry shall be in CHINESE!=))

okay...so here it goes.

当我的老师告诉我得到了B4, 我不能相信他,我说:"哼?"然后我开始尖叫
(when my teacher told me that i got B4, i couldnt believe him, i went "HUH?!" and then i started screamin for joy)

thats the furthest i can go and to be frank, i didnt even type that out myself i used an online translator from england and i TELL YOU, those ang mohs should not try to mess with chinese, they should totally leave the chinese translations to the chinese, cause their translation sucks.i totally can translate better then that dumb translator. - seriously. =P any how, i'm really happy that i got B4 cause i expected like C6 or D7 and seriously seriously when i heard the teacher say B4 i was like "OMG!" then i went off gushing.(gushing?..oh well)

nehoo, i'm sooo tired now *dang. but i still havent done mah bitchin, argh, i'm itchin to bloitch please. DONT WORRY, i'll be back tomorrow to bloitch ny guts out.

ahh.. the sweet taste of bitchary.

toodles lovelies.

2005-08-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

PREMENSTRAL ZIT BREAK OUT!

argh.

dang*

2005-08-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

i've been bloggin since i was like in sec two and i think that the whole bloggin thing is really growing on me. bloggin had been in a way, for the past few years, my way of expressing how i feel, i'll blog whenever i'm happy, sad, angry and what not. and YEA, i know i said on mah previous blog that bloggin is so common now and its no more fun and stuff but i JUST can't get over bloggin. oh well..

any hoo, i had the sudden urge to blog while waiting for my turn for the O level English oral exam today. just because i had so much bitchin goin on in my head, i was really angry with this faggot who was pickin on me. argh. i can't be bothered to bloitch (blog-bitch) about him now, but sooner or later i will LAH, oooo...i can already feel the bitch inside me ready to commit some bitchary.

toodles lovelies=))